I haven't updated my blog in a long time, but felt drawn to update it. I don't really care if anyone reads it, I just need to get some things off my chest. 
First, I don't understand men. Males to be correct. I am constantly surrounded by all males. Male children, male pets, etc. I am completely outnumbered at home. I dated a great guy over the summer. I thought he was great. He was wonderful to me. We spent tons of time together and I thought he was so different from the other losers in the world that I have met. LOL. First sign of trouble, he cheats. What's that all about? Why would you solve your problems in someone else's bed? Makes no sense. I decided today that it was a blessing in disguise. What if I had stayed with this guy and he cheated on me then? I would be more than just devastated. I would be destroyed. Okay, so my brain knows I need to let him go. My brain knows he is not good enough for me. My brain knows I DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER. The problem has never been my brain--its my heart. I gave it to him and he used it and broke it. Why is that? Who knows. Friends tell me I deserve better and I will get better. I just wish I could forget. Unfortunately, I can't let him go even though I want to.
First, I don't understand men. Males to be correct. I am constantly surrounded by all males. Male children, male pets, etc. I am completely outnumbered at home. I dated a great guy over the summer. I thought he was great. He was wonderful to me. We spent tons of time together and I thought he was so different from the other losers in the world that I have met. LOL. First sign of trouble, he cheats. What's that all about? Why would you solve your problems in someone else's bed? Makes no sense. I decided today that it was a blessing in disguise. What if I had stayed with this guy and he cheated on me then? I would be more than just devastated. I would be destroyed. Okay, so my brain knows I need to let him go. My brain knows he is not good enough for me. My brain knows I DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER. The problem has never been my brain--its my heart. I gave it to him and he used it and broke it. Why is that? Who knows. Friends tell me I deserve better and I will get better. I just wish I could forget. Unfortunately, I can't let him go even though I want to.
My job: teacher extraordinaire...
I teach high school English...Did you hear me? I TEACH 14 YEAR OLDS. I have a teenager at home who drives me crazy then I go to work and try to teach stuff like "Romeo & Juliet" to teenagers who could care less. I am doing so many fun things, they don't complain, but it is very very hard. They don't care what some old dead guy said. Even if that old dead guy is the amazing William Shakespeare...
So I went on a date with a guy last night. He is so sweet. Kept telling me how beautiful I am. He said he couldn't understand why the summer guy let me go. He said he was an idiot for not wanting to be with me. Oh well. We will see how things go. According to summer guy, I'm too emotional and clingy. I thought I was being loving and devoted. Men are very confusing creatures. Men think women are confusing....geez.
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